Saturday, November 21, 2009

Awaken!!

Awake at 3 am on a friday night and I need the sleep.  Got to be at church in less than a few hours, uggg this has to be God.   The more I try to sleep the less I can.  He is awaking me he is calling me to pray, fast, and seek his face.  I need to seek his face, with out his Guidance and with out his anointing everything will fail.  There is a stir, a burden, and plea from with in me that has to be let out. 

God only you are the creator, the devil didn't create me, so there for he has no power over me.  God I will stand for you, I will not let down,  I will pray and seek you in the midst of the dark hour.  You are my God.  I will not watch, listen, or speak nothing but the things of you.  You are my help, you are my strength, only you.

Your people, oh God, must awake and seek you and listen to what you are saying, these are the last days, these are the last moments in history, and we just live to only please our selves. We go on as if everything is ok when its not, we live with regret, hatred, selfishness, unforgiveness, and except God to still have the reign in our lives.  Which he cant because we have taken the power away from him by not giving our all to him.  We including every preacher, every christian, every person, no one is exempt from his word and his truth.

Divided we cannot and will not move forward, we have to come against our own flesh and feelings and allow God to reign in our lives and in our house.  We must not watch things that defile his name, we must be a holy people, or strive to be that, strive to take every little hindrance out of our lives.  We must be accountable in these last days because life is but a vapor and we are accountable to him.  I am awakened to pray that we don't miss the opportunity to reach the lost and dying world because we are so focused on pleasing our selves and not dealing with our own hearts that we forget how big our God is and that he sent his ONLY son to die for our sins that we might have life,  We are not owed salvation we fall short of the glory of God by leaps and bounds but it is by his grace that we are accepted by him,  We should extend that to those we hate, to those we don't speak to, to those who wont talk to, I mean these are the last days people and we are just sitting around and laying on the couch and expecting God to be there for us, He owes you nothing but  He GIVEs you forgiveness and love anyways.

Awaken and know that he is with your every thought, every decision, and sees that dark place in your heart that you hide.  He see you and hears you.  Awaken oh sleeping hearts, bring back your passion for the lost, bring back your church of Christians who fear you and seek to see your glorious face.  Awaken!!!!!! Before its too late and histroy is written and there is not more to write!  AWAKEN!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

What is your Hinderance?

Its time that we wake up out of our spiritual slumber as I have mentioned before in a blog, and see what God is telling us.  He is wanting us to clean our hearts from everything malice thing that isn't from him.  He wants us to know that we only need him to survive.  Everything else will pass away but our eternities are eternal and I want to take everyone I possible can with me.

He is wanting us to open our hearts and say clean me oh God so that I can be used by you.  He wants us to know that we have to put and take every hindrance out of our way and clean it up, so we can be the most effective we can be.

We constantly struggle with our finances, attitudes, situations, friends, etc etc the list can go on and on.  He is saying don't you know that I am here with you.  SEEK my face first and I will SUPPLY all your needs. We tend to forget who our supplier is.  Yes we have to do the work and not be lazy but we also have to do the work with out complaint or strife in our own hearts.  We are not owed anything in life.  We owe him.  Its about seeking his face on a daily basis and then going and doing or helping his word out.  Whether we help an old lady across the street or whether we go and serve at our local church.  Its about our motives, we have to do it unto God and remember that we are not to seek mans approval but Gods.  It doesn't matter if you don't get recognition or if you are OWED it because of all the great and wonderful things you have accomplished or done.  Jesus payed the ultimate price and we think we don't have to give or owe him anything.

Who are we living for?  What is your purpose?  What are your motives?  Where do you want to GO?  Are u tired of living in what your living in?  Then seek his face and he will guide you, clean out the junk drawers of your heart and get rid of what holds you back.  If you cant pay your bills then look at see what is your hindrance, are you bitter, do u have unforgivness, These can keep you from your destiny.  Let go and fall into the arms of God,  Its ok to be wrong its ok to fail its ok to say I messed up, we have to be broken in order to be fixed and we are truly all not perfect and not totally fixed.

Ask him to search you and find what is your hindrance?