Start Living!

The last couple of months I have been a complete and utter mess.  Things just piling up and finally the ability to release what I have been holding up inside me for a long time was able to come to the surface and I was able to let go of it.  I have the, "lets get it done" attitude, which if I see something needed to be done I do it.  I hate to see things especially in the church that need to be done and it doesnt happen.  This can lead me into very interesting places where I end up carrying loads that aren't mine to carry and burdens that I didn't ask for.  So in turn I have to drop all those burdens and not pick them so I can be effective at handling my own burdens and own responsibilities. 

So with dropping all those extra weights and loads, my heart is ten times lighter and now I can focus on my destiny and what God has for me.  As I sit and look at the sun rise I cant help but to feel hope and peace.  The beauty of the Lord is amazing and in his beauty his spirit abounds and it gives hope.

I have been pondering what to write on my next blog and this is what came to me as I read various verses and chapters this morning.

 "...Every living thing that moves where the rivers go, will live...   they will be healed, and everything will live wherever the river goes" Ezekiel 47:9

So spiritually if we gives our hearts, minds, souls, everything we have to God spiritually and let the river flow through us, we will live like never before and "they" I feel meaning us and others we are around will be healed and will live.


Do you want to truly start living and feeling freedom in know that you are flowing in his river. That doesnt mean he will move you physically, more times it means that he wants to move you spiritually so you can be more effective where you are at physically.  We tend to do want we want and not what he wants to do through us.  We listen to too much yappers than to him, we stop the river flowing by speaking, doubting, mocking, hating, bitterness, lust, etc, etc.  We stop the flow because we are not flowing spiritually in his river, we have set anchors to purposely stand still and not follow where he is taking us, Or we have carried so many burdens and troubles that we have literally sunk to the bottom.  Loose those anchors and weights and let God be your guiding in your hearts, minds, and souls.


Start living and dive into the waters and let it take you to the place of healing so that you can start truley living!!